It's all written in a scars.

It is written in stars.. It's written in your name and your numbers of birth. What is it what is written? It's that who you are.

I met her on Monday evening in supermarkets Coffey house. We talked for more than hour.
She told me about my personality and my upcoming feature plans what may suspect me according to my name and date of birth. That was quite stunning to hear who I am from the person who I met for the first time in my life. And everything she said- well.. THAT IS JUST ME! every word by word and she read me as an open book!  And it felt like she told me everything about my personality, what I always knew but never thought to bring up to my brain. And for the many moments I felt so.. so naked!

I born unexpected as second twin.
She said: "while your mam "knighted" you both, she expected only one, so she "made" only one Guardian Angel and your twin sister got it. You have no Guardian Angel, Lauma" she said and kind a freaked me out. " You have to found your significant other who will share his guardian angel with you."

Isn't it kind a romantic from other side?
First it freaked me out!
When I was a child my mam always told us about good and bad things in World. And I always kind a knew than there is a guardian angel for everyone. How do I get this far without one?

Today I talk with my mam and we opened up again.

Mam said: " Everyone in his life have a meaning why he is on this World. His mission. My mission is you, my girls. Truth is the World have been over welled for giving me a four beautiful girls while my destiny wanted from me not more than two. And when we break a law of destiny, it makes us to fight for our own survival. And that's what's happening with you two from your very first breath. You both have to fight for everything in life just by your own. As much as I want to help anyhow, I can't. But I will always be here for you. It's all written in stars. And I am so grateful to have you all, God knows. But you, Lauma, have a soul so full of light and wellness already from your childhood than I can't explain where it have comes from.. I just have a feeling it's from the Higher Power.
You have soul full of light and kindness. You have a talent not many have. Your poetry opens a new meaning and in two words you can say what I can't say in 5 sentences! You have so much to give to others.. I wish you to use this gift and share it to the World. But, ofcourse, this is your life. "

So, here I give you my story. You can believe in it's credibility or not. Here is the beginning of your belief.

Few more small talks how my love life is going and how is the things at work and we end our conversation with words:
" Bye. I love you."
" I love you, mam. Hugz! "

End of the conversation.
Phone display says: Call ended.
Until next time.

" I am not broke just bent."
This is the song of my heart right now.
I do not regret anything.
I love every moment we had.
Love.
I can't call it love,
because there have to be two..

I am fine.

I smile again.

" <3 "
Miss Cherry Lauma