I care too much.

We live in the World where everyone is loyal and accept everyone by his way of looks, way he dress and the way he thinks. At least that's how I define how I see the Worlds and global community today.
Be yourself, that's what intelligent part of society says and you can read about it everywhere. Don't be fake, don't fallow the crowd only if you feel like you have to. Listen to yourself, listen to your heart but take your brain with you.
Life is throwing threw me it's lesson right now, where I can't stand with both feet safe on the ground. My World is shaken. I have lost my inside peace, I am fighting with my character and I have lost the belief in who I am. Deep inside I know than I know exactly who I am but every small detail is falling apart and I am trying to catch it, look at it closely, take the decision if it's mine or not. I am trying to feel myself. I am trying to not to give up.
I feel it. I feel than I am doing right thing. I care.
I care more than you can imagine. I care so much than it's hard to make others believe than impossible is possible. And it is. I care so much than I rather do it by myself than trying to involved some other against their will. I care about others so I rather don't make them to believe than impossible is possible, because they don't want that. Careless. That's good quality in person too. We like different. And non is stopping you to be one if you want to.
I am the one and only. I am the person with high responsible, loyalty, care and courage. I better stand alone and cry my heart out because it's so lonely and scary than fallow something usual that I don't want to.
"Break if you are broken down, but you may never bend."

That's funny how one of the Worlds greatest quality in person- the sense of care, might be taken so wrong.

CherryLauma

P.S. I Quit.