Christmas Eve

Sitting alone in my bed with computer in my lap. Watching TV, drinking " Julmust" , having my warm, cozy smock and warm, white socks on.  Cozy. Feels like ordinary Saturday's  evening. I have called my mom to England and my sisters to Latvia and wished them Merry Christmas. Too bad we are not all together, but we have a plan. Really awesome plan! Something around Easter's we are planing to take holidays and go to Greek or where ever it might take us! It's gonna be me, my mam and hers boyfriend, my twin sister, oldest sister and second oldest sister with hers family. Ohh, it's gonna be awesome!
I have nothing to complain, actually. As much as I wish we could be together, all six at same Christmas table from day and ever... it's just the way it is. but we all are alive. Isn't it most important? isn't it most important, Laumis?  Answer stucks somewhere into between the deepest corner of heart.

No snow? Santa. dear Santa Claus! I haven't jet asked something for myself for Christmas. But if you hear me, I know you do, give us a White Christmas and for myself I wish bigger junk in a front! Thanks, hoo- hoo! :)

I have been obsessed with one fancy! So today I ordered one just to make myself satisfied. A new photo  camera! Now I wondering to have a piano too!!! :o I think I have to chill my mind and go to sleep!

Christmas is a beautiful time. My cousin Andis went home for Christmas and made a perfect present for his parents. He came as a present. They didn't expect him to come because he said he have to work and he is not gonna be able to come home. And he did. Awesome, Andis!
Christmas is not about presents. But presents helps us to make understand and show others than we care about them, we love them and they mean a lot to us. We love to make people happy. Even a small present make us smile. We love to give things.
I am gonna be honest I haven't buy any present this year. And I haven't asked anyone anything. I just don't want to. Of course, it's  very nice to have a present under a tree (only Christmas decoration is a advent wreath on my door and a Christmas flower which I had from one Flower shop as a present)  but right now I really wish for something what could heal my soul. And material things can't do that.. I need a hug. A friend. A love.

But, howsoever, I wish you a very nice, perfect and cozy Christmas, my reader. Hope you get from Santa what you wished for and have been eating so much food than you might not be eating anything tomorrow!

bye for tonight!
Your Cherry Lauma