Time has come to change me. I feel like I do. Succes.

Everything seems easier and feels right when I understand what I really want. Everything happens as it have to be, i believe. And when it happens naturally I am not scared anymore. I just let it be as it have to be. I say what I feel. I act as I feel I am allowed. Time goes. I look back and understand how young, stupid and insure I have been. I destroyed Love by not letting myself in. I broke his heart. I never wanted to. But I did by being so cold.  But I was just blind.. But.. Everything is happening as it should be. And this have to be like it is (damn, it hurts saying these words). He have moved one. It was (is?) hard for me, but I am moving on too. Sometimes there is a person who just have to be in your heart but not in your life. It's him. All best for you!

I bought what my Heart was yelling for- a new photo camera. It's finally here! My wish to found a beautiful moments by finding a right light, figures finally is gonna come true! Yes! Happy girl.

One new thought born into my mind today- a Roudtrip from Visby or Sweden to Spain by car! :) Someone would like to join?

I remember myself a day I come to Sweden. Cute, very naive, scared, amenable, insecure. Deep inside I really wanted to change, just didn't know how and where to start. And Fear didn't let me. I am not scared anymore. These 3 and half years have changed me a lot by making me fight with myself and my body, making me to make mistakes and learn from them, made me to lose and understand how it feels when I can't fight against destiny and how to forgive and win back friendship.

 I feel good now. I have found myself.

Cherry Me